30 August 2016

How I create my happiness

Happiness.

There are so many ways to create happiness that make us satisfied with ourselves. Ada yang bila dia nak bahagia, dia cari someone yg boleh beri dia bahagia. Ada juga bahagia bila dia dapat apa yang dia nak. Ada bahagia bila bersama dengan orang yang tersayang. 😍

As for me, I create my happiness by make other people happy. When they're happy with me, when I can make them smile, when I can give them something that can make them happy..then I will be the happiest person on earth! 😇 Entah. Hilang apak bila dia kata dia nak cari bahagia dia sendiri buat aku sedar. Memiliki itu bukan bahagia. Bahagia sebenar bila memberi. 😊 sebab itu aku pergi bila apak kata mahu cari bahagia. Aku bukakan pintu itu untuk dia.

That's how I define happiness. 👸

Maybe because the meaning of my name, ketinggian kebahagiaan. Allah s.w.t hadirkan aku untuk memberi seberapa banyak bahagia pada manusia sekeliling. Kalaupun terluka, aku harus tetap memberi. Sebab aku percaya tuhan akan kira setiap pemberian itu disisiNya. Well I'm not really a generous person. 🙊 Still a beginner and so many things to learn.

And this. To give something you owned to other people is not easy. Ada yang kata kalau roh tidak lagi di jasad, kesian pada jasad kita yang tak sempurna. Kesian pada jasad yg merasa sakit. But I really want to do this. Jujur, aku takut kalau-kalau jasad merasa sakit. Tapi aku mahu andai aku tiada, aku tetap boleh beri bahagia. To donate my blood, I afraid I can't  (never try. See? I'm not really a generous person 😔) so maybe I can try this even I don't know how long I can live. How many times left.

But I wish someday when I can share a little of 'me' with other people, I can create other happiness in their brand new life 💖

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